Only Time Will Tell

I've been feeling off the past few days, really bad cramping the last 2 days and then today just feeling rough around the edges. I actually feel as if I'm pregnant but I don't want to think that or to give myself ideas. Even writing this I feel like I'm setting myself up for a fall, that by writing this I'm somehow going to "jinx" it or "undo" something... I don't even believe in jinxing!! I'm only maybe 4 or 5 days past ovulation and that's a total guess and especially as the baby-making has only been once this month because of everything going on recently the chances seem so slim but then Batman was conceived on a "one off".

I got really angry with Panda on Tuesday and told her off more times that I probably needed to and have generally been a lot more irritable than usual. Most people would probably say "Oh it's just PMS" but not only does PMS not affect me this way but I'm not even due my period for another 10 days [ish] so it just doesn't make sense.

I think the biggest sign, which is unusual for most people, is that my ears have been going nuts. I have my ears stretched and every time I've been pregnant they seem to play up, getting itchy and weepy.

I would love to say I'm pregnant again but I guess only time will tell!!